# <a id="p24" href="https://globway.top/s/p24">p24: (draft)</a> Allowing, welcoming: * not transforming yourself * \[not seeing reality clearly] * no becoming whatsoever * ????????impersonal achievement * ?????????align[...]???????? * don't know why i'm doing it except that i am doing it, except that i find myself doing it * i'm not even sure what i want to happen * only really action is my finding myself in action * \[don't know what doing] * \[don't know what want] * \[don't know what anything means] * \[don't know who am] * no idea what's going on or what it means * something keeps happening and don't know what and even "something" is too much a thing * don't know what things are or what they mean and yet still acting * no idea what i'm doing, no idea why i'm doing it