appendix 1: preliminary/auxiliary practices (names only)
This appendix has only the names of the preliminary/auxiliary practices. For the full contents of the preliminary/auxiliary practices, see this appendix:
appendix 2: preliminary/auxiliary practices (full)
For information on what the preliminary/auxiliary practices are and how to use them, see this section:
preliminary/auxiliary practices
The list:
- do less
- sense now
- sense meta
- blend
- unblend
- be moved
- have experience
- feel your body
- feel your feelings
- relax muscles
- feel more
- feel what feels good and bad
- explore what you (seem to) know, understand, expect, remember
- put things into words, slowly, and maybe revise
- say or think truth
- explore *how* you’re thinking
- explore *how* you’re believing
- explore *how* you’re expecting
- attend to things and sensations
- imagine
- move grossly the “attention/thinking” muscles
- notice and light move/influence the subtle “attention/thinking” muscles
- interrupt thought
- be breathed
- interrupt anything
- concentrate perfectly on something
- be here, now
- just this
- do deliberately
- meaning-making
- meaning-dissolving
- fill-in-the-blank
- wonder about something
- pose a question
- incline towards answering a question
- find a disendorsed belief
- notice yourself talking to yourself
- notice the experience of other-ness
- notice “feared truth”
- reason with yourself
- jump
- sequence
- bodymind talks
- explain something
- the beginning of explanation
- purposefulness
- articulation
- single word
- subtle and fast
- hard to attend to
- problem and solution
- be there for yourself
- be there for yourself, age-appropriately
- be a mother, father, big brother, big sister, mentor, teacher, most-trusted-friend-to-yourself, age-appropriately
- counterfactual resourcing
- counterfactual avoidance
- imaginary conversation
- imaginary self-insert conversation
- planning
- goals
- todo lists
- ideal day
- positive and negative motivation and evaluation
- inner conflict
- inner confusion
- self-soothe [jd]
- relax [jd]
- think with your body [jd]
- live lightly [jd]
- trust your body, trust your mind [jd]
- don’t run away from the present / explore the present / return to the present [jd]
- feel your feelings [jd]
- label [jd]
- find good, find bad [jd]
- embrace nebulosity [jd]
- welcome experience [jd]
- examine avoidance [jd]
- do what feels good
- patiently wait with what feels bad
- patiently wait with “something’s bad but don’t know what or where”
- uncrush crushed desires
- physically dramatize, physically act out
- explore the experience of masculine gendered power
- explore the experience of feminine gendered power
- explore the experience of feminine gendered intimacy/connection/compassion/warmth/love
- explore the experience of masculine gendered intimacy/connection/compassion/warmth/love
- explore childlike power
- explore childlike playfulness
- explore childlike connection, love, etc.
- explore masculine gendered sensuality
- explore feminine gendered sensuality
- explore masculine gendered desire
- explore feminine gendered desire
- go crazy; dance, flail, yell, jump, fuck
- explore not orgasming; explore magnifying sexual desire/arousal/motivation
- do something all wrong; do something incorrectly
- explore joy in another’s success or happiness
- explore reluctance to forgive; explore grudgingness
- hang out with “chakras” and extremities
- attend to nonsymbolic cognition
- attend in, on, or outside the body
- just sit or stand, deliberately, reflectively, actively, with perfect posture
- facilitate drive, motivation, grit; psych yourself up to *do*
- plan with your whole body, not just your head
- feel your plans/intentions/goals change (or not) in your body
- change an intention, plan, or goal
- figure or dont
- do something without asking permission
- be actually good to someone without their consent
- solve or dissolve
- directness or indirectness
- explore a conflicted desire
- concretely imagine
- reminisce
- desire backwards
- counterfactual desire
- notice interjection
- retrospective self-giving
- honor or respect all of your desires
- notice distantly related yet contradictory desires
- notice unreflective automaticity
- pose questions to yourself
- explore having two different things in mind simultaneously
- what you want, you want
- body agreement
- play games with symbols( e.g. words)
- question problem basis
- give up; let go; fail completely
- scan in, on, or outside the body (body scan; environmental scan)
- take a break
- watch for beginnings (of awareness of sensing and knowing)
- watch for endings (of awareness of sensations)
- watch for changes (in knowing/seeming/expecting)
- watch for “was there all along” experiences
- watch for “real reasons (for doing/being/feeling)” (that were “previously just out of view”)
- quiet, stable, fine-grain examination
- freewrite
- parts
- goodness of badness
- soften
- chain questions
- beginnings and endings
- stability and change
- explore symbolic mediation, lack thereof, and how you might take a break
- chose enjoyment
- chose nonverbal
- flesh out worlds
- solutioning worlds
- getting and gearing
- dwell in safety
- be insane
- be bad
- be good
- be out of control
- ask about goodness and badness
- be as human as you happen to be, right now
- counterexample
- perspective-taking
- encourage it; egg it on
- leave your comfort zone or explore leaving your comfort zone
- explore doing what feels wrong to do
- try temporarily letting go of your sacred objects, your sacred touchstones
- temporarily and briefly block resist refuse some impulse/urge/inclination/reflex/action/doing
- study your sensations as such for the purpose of understanding
- be liminally verbal; on the edge of almost not quite words/language
- identity
- noninterference
- be a self-friend
- take a long, slow, dreamy walk in a safe place
- study
- seeping into; keeping company
- describe
- explicate/articulate
- bare sensations as such
- mind-only
- acquiesce
- give X exactly what it wants
- become
- relevance
- state awareness
- safe fear
- explore intuition
- question inner things
- minimality
- have fun
- be openminded
- ok to hate
- shackles
- feel all towardsness
- your heart sing
- exhaustivity/comprehensiveness/systematicity
- go down a prefab list
- locate a deep felt sense [h]
- compare/align sensory streams [h]
- iteratively examine motivation [h]
- refactor agency [h]
- invent a concept [h]
- mindful hygiene [h]
- mindful eating [h]
- examine time [h]
- do it more slowly [h]
- hug yourself [h]
- want everything [h]
- want nothing [h]
- disclaim (and reclaim) volitionality
- take a break
- listen
- imagine/hallucinate
- desire factoring
- explore dimensions of phenomenology
- pain of lack
- wanting versus liking
- resource testing
- only this moment
- exactly what it needs
- as a friend
- querying ability
- its job, it’s goal
- bad counterfactual actuality
- state/find the X
- seek implicit understanding
- seek explicit understanding
- find the sparkle
- intention
- counterfactual closure
- stretch [h]
- connect deeply with purpose/value/meaning/goodness [h]
- notice the past [h]
- notice the future [h]
- notice discomfort [h]
- attention pulled
- volitional attention
- liminal/nonverbal
- curiosity for disagreement
- resist attentional capture (1)
- resist attention capture (2)
- balance foreground and background:
- look past (interpretive) overlays
- the really truly possibly really good in the bad
- the chakras
- microcosmic orbit
- bad to know/understand/see/be-able-to-tell
- homomorphic ostension or reference
- being/from
- somatic refactoring
- explore the body
- fix/solve/solve
- provenance and historical explanation
- looking/checking with what you already have
- personal evaluative comparison
- meaning
- ghost/energy hands
- fractured reality
- look down through the body
- look at the back of you head
- be (pop?) zen
- stop trying to escape the now
- take a break
- collect simultaneous attentional objects
- ghost/energy body
- acceptance
- instantaneous immortality
- expand
- broken phenomenology
- inability/can’t/ability/can
- stimulate all your senses [a]
- minimize sensory input [a]
- shackles
- exertion [ae]
- don’t despair [j]
- dwell in unknowing/uncertainty/confusion [j]
- play a character [h]
- stream-of-consciousness writing [h*]
- explore gratitude [h*]
- explore courage [h*]
- mindful pooping [h*]
- do something uncomfortable or difficult [h]
- notice your voice [h]
- consider death [h]
- be broken [h]
- affirm everything [h]
- catch flinching [h]
- maybe [j]
- temporarily stop planning
- talk to yourself as if [j]
- reinterpret [h]
- notice what, notice how [h]
- back to the drawing board [h]
- do something symbolically meaningful [h]
- devise new/better/relevant auxiliary practices [h ht j]
- explore/refactor the concept of meditation itself [h]
- forgive [h]
- repent [h]
- pray [j]
- fart around [j]
- tingles and non-tingles
- hold contradictions [h]
- check out
- get absorbed in something
- constrain yourself [j]
- sleep on it [j]
- surround yourself with beauty/goodness [h]
- pray to be and/or have and/or have happen
- embrace the [almost completely intolerable] “cringy inner chaotic hellscape”
- “enjoy” the [normal] almost perfectly intolerable infinite[ly and critically] bad electrically agonizing awful cringe
- try enjoying it [h]
- just [actively] sit, bravely and skillfully
- let whatever happens happen
- let you attention dance
- be shameless[h]
- time off [j*]
- respond with “maybe” [j*]
- notice the ways in which you are safe
- allow yourself to be doubtful
- endure
- recurring dreams
- permission
- not allowed
- posture continuum
- physically exhaust yourself [h]
- examine a flower or a leaf or a stone [h]
- chat with/talk to your X-year-old self [h]
- be someone else [h]
- locate the tragedy/mystery/joy/etc in X [h]
- notice what’s forbidden [h]
- trace the origin of X [in oneself] [h]
- make a list of everything [h]
- list possibilities [h]
- do whatever is necessary to X [h]
- locate the sacredness of X [h]
- notice feeling connected to or disconnected from others & self & nature/world/environment [h]
- adopt a rigid moral code [h]
- dissect language [h]
- pay attention to the X content of communication [h]
- pay attention to the Y content of communication [h]
- play with “X happened to me” vs. “I chose X” [h]
- what pattern is X part of? [h]
- notice that you’re already enlightened/perfect/fine/good/good enough [h]
- write a song/poem/rock opera [h]
- study the cringe as if you were a scientist [h]
- notice what happens when you notice [h]
- cultivate/dwell in solitude [h]
- take solace in the journey [j*]
- connect with proximal ideal future concretes [aj*]
- improvise, or see/frame your life as improv [j]
- ask for what you want/need [j]
- make small, little bets [j]
- shake, shiver, quake [aj*]
- release all technique
- release all conceptions about how the mind works or should work
- mind doing and state release
- no mind
- no self
- flat mind [j*]
- no containment
- no boundaries
- no thought
- no people
- no things
- no time
- no space
- embrace identity
- already dead
- right before you start
- forget how to think
- psychic how to think
- psychic how to meditate
- simultaneity
- sequentiality
- play with vibe
- inner safety
- no nos
- trust your perceptions
- honor mediate wrongness
- call bullshit
- remember relevant assertions
- notice judging/blaming [h]
- notice pressure [h]
- notice support [h]
- have patience
- not too much/too large
- immaculate provenance
- total responsibility
- strategic deferral
- don’t overthink things [j]
- unsurprising-surprising dissolve
- comfort yourself [h*]
- separate (don’t) want/might (to) be true [h]
- sort out good & bad [h]
- get comfortable [j]
- spotting [aj*]
- basis
- privilege effortlessness, costlessness, and intuition
- ask who/with/what/good/bad [h]
- no good, no bad [h]
- embrace imperfection
- embrace “analog”
- meditate poorly; meditate incorrectly
- tinker
- feel broken
- ask for whom
- forgive yourself [j]
- trust [j]
- let yourself be supported [j]
- abandon reason [j]
- walk it off [j]
- experience the elements [j]
- follow the signs [j]
- breadth-first [h]
- depth-first [h]
- think nonverbally [h]
- notice unconscious patterns [h]
- play [h]
- keep going [j]
- where and when
- concreteness/abstractness
- be impulsive [j]
- from fear or love [j*]
- ignoring and listening
- how do you know
- commit (for the purpose of potentially dissolving)
- love, compassion, sympathetic joy
- error perspective
- find your can’ts
- deathbed
- other people
- revisit things of the past [h]
- picture your child, having your childhood [aj]
- assume you have no idea what "play" is [aj]
- safe to look
- better than this
- more or less real
- younger or older
- good/bad forwards/backwards
- really real
- let itself
- models [h]
- deeper
- underneath
- unknown unintended consequences of omission and commission [m]
- safe anger
- stay in (the) flow [j]
- reactions
- self-censoring
- feedback loops [b]
- plan evaluation [j]
- listening and ignoring
- no language [h]
- open mind
- already-ness
- reaction owning and backlog
- cry
- experiential envelope
- ongoing teleportation/slide attempting
- entirety of the thing
- infrequently attended
- standing tall
- say a thing is something [m]
- body on mind
- according to whom
- lightly experimentally intensify
- something wildly different
- won’t
- overall
- how
- pairwise cross-correlate long-range disparate body discomfort points
- completely check out; play
- forget
- try on X
- strange believing and seeming
- radical intuition
- terrible truths
- seek beauty
- seek your aesthetic
- sensory landscape
- ability lack identification
- ability building
- appreciate X
- enjoy X
- directness
- learn from your mistakes [j]
- love
- current limitations
- in-this-moment inabilities
- explore temporal continuity
- slow it way down
- do it without skips or jumps or gaps
- break it into syllables
- do subtle
- gravity, bone, and muscle
- posture differential [h]
- don’t overthink things [jd]
- make your body available [h]
- stop holding [d]
- check in with yourself [h]
- underthink [d]
- think ahead [d]
- don’t overthink things [jd]
- surrender [jd]
- allow [jd]
- be patient [jd]
- commune with the plants [jd]
- commune with nature [jd]
- align yourself with the natural flow of nature / the natural world [jd]
- love [jd]
- enter your heart space [jd]
- don't do [d; “metaaux”]
- do not [d; “metaaux”]
- passively have happen; already the case [d; “metaaux”]
- wait and see [jd]
- slow down [jd]
- listen to nature [jd]
- meditate with crystals [jd]
- prioritize being over doing [jd]
- prioritize feeling over thinking [jd]
- let things get messy [jd]
- take the dive [h]
- use your strength [h]
- rest in restlessness [h]
- get underneath the level of story [jd]
- notice directness or indirectness
- thing behind the thing or bask directly
- bask in the goodness of badness
- everything against everything
- total self-consensus
- pattern attending
- total ordering
- top down unilateral vs top down listen vs bottom up
- collect past self-resolutions
- selectively embrace the dark side and feel/enjoy/appreciate its power
- problem behind the problem
- let go and rest in self-earned self-trust
- mechanism
- voice
- rub your face
- verbally distill
- imagine the worst
- explore an aftermath
- identify the/an ideal
- causal chain
- map or territory
- encodings
- look for how to non-manage
- look for “if could only just X”
- jiggle [h]
- thus [b]
- have fun with the practice [b]
- play with the practice [b]
- mind, body, world [h]
- outside
- surety
- cradle
- non-second-order believing and wanting
- wretchedness
- late-stage freakout or triggering
- systematic suffering
- notice grasping/accumulating versus suffering
- suffering party
- 24-7 suffering party
- suffering permission
- drama and non-drama
- explore intertemporal self-consistency
- fantasy ideal maybe with realistic swapping
- solutioning dependency checking
- contingency
- otherwiseness
- need/bad to (not) believe
- postural pull [m*]
- gestural expansiveness [m*]
- impartial part helping
- assume even worse/worst
- be a baby, be prenatal
- the opposite
- fantasy ideal
- counterfactual replacement
- truths, etc.
- forward vs backward
- desire, etc.
- philosophical meta
- alternatives explanations
- concrete memories
- options, pros and cons
- trigger yourself
- intuition
- counterfactual past additions
- memory/imagination triggering
- urges and impulses
- three-dimensional, unforced scanning
- be gross [h]
- notice expectations [h]
- drop expectations [h]
- just do what you gotta do [h]
- eat the shadow [s]
- awareness of space, time, possibility [h]
- imagine variants [h]
- more body do [h]
- be loved [h]
- safe shame [h]
- safe fear [a]
- safe rage [a]
- safe joy [a]
- safe grief [a]
- safe turn-on [a]
- pretend up is down and down is up [mo]
- notice care [h]
- explore subtle posture [h]
- minimum enjoyable wiggle [a]
- yesterday [h]
- tomorrow [h]
- today [h]
- pleasure [h]
- reflective posture [h]
- vocalize [h]
- be animal [h]
- treat yourself [h]
- remember next weekend [mo]
- be perfectly still [h]
- dormant energy [h]
- rhythmic movement [h]
- examine details [h]
- try on mythologies of yourself [h]
- value build-up [n]
- meditation + physical activity [h]
- backwards [a]
- violence [a]
- sit quietly in a room alone [jd]
- let yourself have opinions [jd]
- be entitled to your feelings [h]
- ask your "stupid" questions [jd]
- go see a therapist [jd]
- cross train [d]
- practice/train [d]
- unpractice [d]
- be as irritated as you are, no more or less [*mo]
- be no less X than you are [m]
- be no more X than you are [m]
- ask for help (solo) [jd]
- use profanity to describe things [m]
- be profane [h]
- FUCK SHIT DICK CUNT [h]
- go all-in on whatever’s happening right now [h]
- explore and rest in points/manifolds of disconnection [h]
- ok to escape, ok to hide [h]
- be with experience in a good way [jd]
- meta-thinking [h]
- stop thinking [jd]
- instajudge [mo]
- accepting resistance [mo]
- find your voice [h]
- be alone [h]
- seek help [h]
- rest in selfhood [h]
- follow your instincts [h]
- here & not here [h]
- hakuna matata [mo]
- I still can't find a fucking problem anywhere [mo]
- peers and nonpeers [h]
- how are you doing? [h]
- sit with the question "what if I'm wrong?" [*mo]
- too much, too little [h]
- everything is ok [h]
- mourn [h]
- forget [d]
- super satisfying [d]
- pushing & pulling [h]
- what is this drug? [mx]
- watch for reactivity [h]
- DIY p3 and/or p8 [h]
- best attention [h]
- pay atentionto detail [d]
- own your shit [h]
- confront it gently [h]
- taxonomize phenomena [h]
- be fluid [h]
- disobey [h]
- go orthogonal [h]
- ntention shaping [h]
- only action [h]
- dream big [h]
- be generous [h]
- look for what’s missing [h]
- compose a will [h]
- befriend [h]
- wrong [h]
- disconnected value [m]
- the big picture [h]
- identify the different forces at play [h]
- repeat an error [h; gpt-3]
- repeat a success [h; gpt-3]
- reverie/daydream [h; gpt-3]
- focus on what feels best/worst/neutrally good/bad [h; gpt-3]
- focus on the good/bad of a past event [h; gpt-3]
- concentrate on something to the exclusion of all else [h; gpt-3]
- engage in overt positive/negative self-talk [h; gpt-3]
- engage in covert positive/negative self-talk [h; gpt-3]
- allow yourself to be emotionally affected (be susceptible) [h; gpt-3]
- allow yourself to be intellectually influenced (be vulnerable) [h; gpt-3]
- losing control [h; gpt-3]
- masturbate [h; gpt-3]
- origins and name [h; gpt-3]
- all of it [h; gpt-3]
- balanced perspective [h; gpt-3]
- totality [h; gpt-3]
- offer help, accept help [h; gpt-3]
- do something that will definitely work
- funny laugh [h; gpt-3]
- try on new identities [h; gpt-3]
- get curious about what’s going on inside you [h; gpt-3]
- deeper than that [h; gpt-3]
- undo [h; gpt-3]
- not neutral [h; gpt-3]
- footsteps [h; gpt-3]
- not the only thing [h; gpt-3]
- how do you experience things [h; gpt-3]
- private wisdom [h; gpt-3]
- responding and initiating [h; gpt-3]
- error message [h; gpt-3]
- other people’s minds [h; gpt-3]
- camouflage [h; gpt-3]
- what is the model here? [h; gpt-3]
- just go with it and see what happens [h]
- keep doing what you're doing until there is something better to do (without necessarily specifically looking for some better thing) [h]
- opposite [q]
- create affordance [d]
- active & passive thinking [h]
- implications/inferences
- presuppositions
- premises
- conclusions(s)
- upstream implicatoins/inferences
- mechanism
- intrinsic motivation
- someone else
- first feel
- age
- spend time with the parts that feel younger
- how
- let it come to you
- exhaustivity
- binaries and mutual exclusivities
- nebulous counting
- enumerating nebulous pushing
- start time
- slowly
- first or already
- delta
- knowns
- give up how
- ask for help [j]
- necessary connections
- body questions
- spacious eye relaxation
- seek sensory wonder in the "external" world
- intend versus will
- need imagining [m*]
- walk five miles
- why not already
- safe to know, to understand, to look, to be able to tell
- solve or dissolve
- right here, right now says
- let a bodypart come to you
- waiting, here and now, things come to you, periphery
- waiting, raw/bare sensations, things come to you, periphery
- waiting, one point, things come to you, periphery
- waiting, everything, things come to you, periphery
- have a despair party
- have a negative emotion party
- spatially localized attention conceived as such [tcs]
- "external world"
- "take a snapshot"
- primary and secondary attention
- meditation *not* conceptualized as such
- erroneous conception
- counterfactual past futures
- similarities in possible future plans
- proximal and concrete alternatives
- concrete first steps
- goal loops
- real/my version
- fantasy forward
- same world
- milliseconds before
- milliseconds first
- give it directly to yourself
- what already having would be like
- badness of not
- causal history join
- intellectual/immersive recollection
- upstream causal intervention
- what you're already paying attention to
- bring to you
- interest, boredom, curiousity
- see what your mind is already doing
- look for what you're not supposed to know
- riding a bike
- meditate like [xx]
- loose, tall, still
- talk about the right thing to do in practice
- be open to the possibility of miracles [j]
- coordinate with breathing [h]
- consider doing something else [ct]
- slow down [j]
- check your notifications [h]
- watch porn [h]
- spend an hour on facebook/twitter/reddit/instagram/etc [h]
- zone out [h]
- scroll through p/a list without doing any [m]
- do not do this practice [d]
- best order [h]
- explain using different words [h]
- explain in a new way [h]
- rest in freely available, no-strings-attached goodness [h]
- find contention [h]
- start over [h]
- logical endpoint [h]
- systematically recount [jd]
- offer 1% [aj]
- find missing concepts [jd]
- call your mom [mo]
- call your dad [mo]
- notice obstruction [h]
- hate
- empty justifications
- weighty feeling/memory
- let your body solve it
- body and head
- X milliseconds before
- first X milliseconds
- deciding border
- meditating border
- finer grain
- try treating change like digital logic
- note sense of safety [aj]
- hold self-distrust [mo]
- manifest rage at self [mr]
- mine not mine [mo*, jd*]
- unblocking via movement [aj]
- hide under a blanket
- explain yourself to a small child [mh]
- set a good example [mh]
- make a bucket list [jd]
- vocalize an opinion [jd]
- vocalize a (seeming) truth [jd]
- articulate an opinion [jd]
- articulate a (seeming) truth [jd]
- toggle worldviews [mh]
- what are the options? [jd]
- mortality/fragility party
- 24-7 mortality/fragility party
- uncertainty party
- 24-7 uncertainty party
- (no escape from) actually/really/truly caring/wanting/desiring party
- 24-7 (no escape from) actually/really/truly caring/wanting/desiring party
- paranoia party
- 24-7 paranoia party
- horror/terror/fear party
- 24-7 horror/terror/fear party
- would it be fun? [*]
- have you tried enjoying it? [*]
- perceive with body part X
- what body part X wants
- origin
- look without looking
- look without pushing and periphery
- adult/new/old percentages
- light intention
- age
- after infinite self-care
- subtle energy
- really/actually/truly want [*]
- starting over
- do them nonverbally, telepathically
- self-trust
- check-in
- make space for the original argument
- follow [the feeling of] X back in time (memories, etc.)
- find your way back
- squishy body that sloughs
- no escape
- in (personal, custom-built, bespoke) hell
- no!
- do/block with a feather
- keep company, hang out with [restatement]
- align with it [restatement]
- best could have gone
- cause the bad thing
- make it worse
- allow yourself to care [about it]; admit you care [about it]
- let badness be permissible in your universe
- X Y (just sit)
- let the body learn from “every pore and direction”
- self-updating
- be true to yourself
- if you were already liquid, structurally fluid
- eye phosphenes and blobs
- what's actually going to happen
- (positive) counterfactual historical tree
- abandon (all) hope
- effortlessly, costlessly, always-already aware
- passive meditation
- demonstrate it
- where
- when / temporally "catch" it
- fist
- left out
- helping listen
- better movement/stillness
- if no longer
- surrender to better ordering
- all the time in the world
- solve like gravity
- allowing salience
- beauty
- ("just") guess
- until not fucked (up) [kq]
- baby yourself
- don't immediately leave
- release reality
- notice doing
- simply notice
- wrong direction
- keep it around
- extra body parts
- enjoy it
- don't push it away
- mistrust optimism/hope
- live without hope
- if not now
- enjoy muscle tension
- do what's not allowed
- transgress
- body hang check
- be outside
- welcome anxiety
- treat it as infinite
- flow downhill
- instead of
- surely anxious
- choiceless awareness
- redirect attention
- environmental attentional pull
- surely "something bad[-feeling]"
- "maybe this is it"
- worst of
- ask it to stop
- don't make it worse
- plausible and benign
- emergency yes no something else
- jaw tongue check
- vigilance and suffering
- make friends with your digestion
- quiet mind reveals the now
- boredom
- what's already there
- lay all your cards on the table (h)
- trust the instantaneous body
- become a connoisseur/gourmand of suffering
- luxuriate until
- jawbone